You dont understand me at all .

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Was lying down on my bed and do some thinkings , yet to realise . Its 1 Dec ..
Time passes real fast , another 31 days , it would be th end of 2009 ,
22 more days , to speacial day .
25 days more , to Christmas .
35 days more , to school reopen and see everyone .
Love this year de class :)
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Saw him today .. was drinking watercooler larhs , dhen turn beside is him -.- wtf . I nearly cannot recongised him larhhs .
S : Ehs , Hi .
Me : ehs .. ( softer voice )
Cos I was shocked .. dhen I just walk 20s , I run cos stil gort training down there marhs .. Partly , i saw him , i also nervous ..
Hope he doesnt misunderstood ,
I'm sorry , S .
Idk why did I run ,
I should have talk to you .
I'm truly sorry .

I wanna know what love is , lets talk about love .
I wanna you to show me , I wanna feel it now .
I wanna feel what love is ,
And I know I know , I know you can show me .
Show me the real lovee .
Boyy ,
you should know I miss you ,
love you .
I wanna hug you , but I cant .
When you aint by my side ,
I feel very insecure ,
I feel very listless ,
I feel very moody ,
I misses you like hell .
I am v. worried that you wil fall in love with other guys ,
like other bastards who do this .
Bastards who 2 timer ,
who treat their other girlf like substitute .
I hope you aint like those bastards ,
who just playy with their feelings .
I hope I can trust you ,
time proves everything .
If you hurt me ,
time can never heal the wound ,
there will always be a scar there .
I hope ,
I wouldnt wanna write this sentence again ,
"Millions words , wont bring you back ."